l/l writing soliloqui 2012

Before I go to kill Medusa I was thinking. If I fiht with Medusa I could die and I will not see any friend anymore and I couldn't get married and have a child. But if I go and I kill Medusa I will be and important soldier and all people would adore me. we were three soldiers and if ones dies I could no kill, but if I want to kill medusa I have to fight with him. I could go and in the fight I could go away and if one of the soldiers kill medusa I could enter and be an important soldier and if the soldier die I would go away of that place and say that I was ill and I couldn't fight and I will go to another country. But I don't have family, I don't have girlfriend and I don't have child. But I think that my life could be better if I kill to medusa, but the problem was that I could die and I love life sow I will noy go, and I can try to have a beautiful and big family because I am a good and honest person. Sow I think that I can have a beautiful life